Day 20: Starting to feel real

Today was an interesting day, besides the incredible urge to take a nap, nausea set in and every little ache and pain makes me so nervous I didn't know what to do besides call my mom and tell her my worries. Lucky for me, I have her to tell me that all of my fears are normal and that whatever will be will be. That's when I realized it has become a real fear today that I am in charge of someone other than myself and the things that I chose to do, eat or stress out about all affect my body and the small little dot inside myself.